Selfie, Papa reading, Papa eating pasta, no book club, one min late BeReal

July 10, 2023: Alright stupidly I didn’t put a thing in this earlier in the day, again. I’m just gonna start with my selfie. I took one this morning, wearing the new earrings I got with Jodi at an estate sale. I also took my meds at 5:56am, with a thing of 11g fat yogurt. Then I had my appointment with Jessica, where we talked about maybe asking certain people to hang out some time, and trying to have a 3-5 minute conversation staying on one topic without getting distracted. Right after that meeting, I went over to my dad’s house. There, he finished reading he last chapter of The Investigator to me, and also helped me get summaries of the middle-end of the book. Frankly, I understood the beginning and the end pretty well, but the middle was a bit of a jumble. I took a few notes and came up with a few decently smart comments to make in my book club at night. Then we also had lunch, which was pasta and meatballs and a bit of Jodi’s salad from Talia’s birthday. I admit that a few hours later, I also had another meal, which was a meal that would have been perfect if taken with my meds. It was some pot pie with dumpling soup for 9g of fat, and I also had a piece of toast with it. Then I looked on my computer a bit, and found some of the old videos from the hospital of Liliana speaking Spanish with me, which I always love to find. Then a girl messaged me, who I didn’t know, and she asked me if I remembered her, and I blamed forgetting on the brain injury. Then it turned out that she actually had the wrong number, and I was shockingly not Jimmy, who she was looking for. Then I also completed a video chat with another guy from Hinge, Sean I think. He said he likes to go to local parks, and is also tiny bit allergic to cats and dogs, even though his roommates have a couple. He’s actually taking shots for the allergies, and they aren’t that bad. I told the story of me being “allergic” but not allergic to my sister’s ex-cat recently. Then I went home, and it actually became a fantastic time to take my night meds before the book club meeting. Book club was at 6:30pm, and I took my meds at 5:56pm exactly, same as in this morning. I took them with a 10g fat microwave meal of Trader Joe’s mac&cheese. To get me to 11g of fat, I also had a bit of coffee with cream in it. Also, at the book club, a woman named Sandy recognized me from the review I posted for Fusion the other day. She thought I was with a friend, not a mom. I told her that I only like to write reviews that mention the servers’ names because I used to work as a server at Fogo and know what a big deal it can me. Honestly I won a few free bottles of wine that way, one of which I drank recently with Mattheas. When I say recently, I always mean “after the car crash,” whenever I speak nowadays. Stupidly I didn’t grab a single photo at book club, even though it was definitely a good part of my day. I really thought my BeReal would go off during the meeting, and I kept checking it. Tragically it went off at 10:40pm, and didn’t give me a notification so I didn’t get the extra two posts for tomorrow. Honesty three days in a row exactly on time might be excessive. I just took a pic of my screen while I was working on my photo of the day. One minute late. Tragic. Oh and I also took a shower tonight.