Papa with the bat he’s beating me with, and Heidi after Starbucks
- anyatbirecovery
- Apr 30, 2023
- 4 min read

April 30, 2023: Alright the first thing I did today was I edited the Open Door photos from yesterday. Or rather, I edited most of them yesterday but this morning I finished editing them and uploaded them to Flickr. Then I sent the link to Papa first and he thought they looked good, so I sent them to Mikell at Open Door. Well today the other first thing I did was I took my meds at 5:01am with half a bar of chocolate from Liam’s house. The full bar would have been 16g fat, and there was only half of it left. So then Liam tried to give me some peanuts, but I frankly hate peanuts. So what I did was I just looked in the fridge, and I found a container of oat milk. It was the same thing where a cup or two would have been enough fat, so I just had a small pour of it for getting the rest of my fat that’s required in. Last night Alex and I both slept on Liam’s couches. Then this morning Liam was leaving for work and he actually walked out of the house with me when I left too. So I’m at home now, and have already texted Papa and told him. Oh the first thing I did was I actually texted Liam that I was missing one of my colorful earrings. I did that while I was driving just on the “talk to your car” function. Then when I got home I texted him a picture of the one earring that I still had. I was also quite hungry, since it’s 9:30am and I’ve only had half a chocolate bar and oat milk, so I had some of the chicken tortilla soup from Qdoba that I’d gotten yesterday. Oh and this morning I’ve also posted the picture of me and Mikell on my personal Instagram. I downloaded the planning app UNUM to see what it would look like, and I remember that I had UNUM for planning before the accident too. Well today I went over to Papa’s house to do the last load of laundry before Florida. I did it, and washed everything I needed to. Then when I was still there, Heidi messaged me and said she wanted to take her dog for a walk by Lake Nokomis. So then I told her she could come over and left Papa’s to get home. She brought her dog and we took it for a walk down by Lake Nokomis, Then we drove to Starbucks to get some drinks. I got an iced caramel macchiato. Heidi got a pink drink I think. It was the same Starbucks that Talia had worked at! I even told Heidi that. Then she had to get somewhere so she drove me home and suggested I try watching some TV. Now I’m listening to music, to my 4AKM playlist that Liam made me, but I’ll go for TV in a minute too. Yeah this is funny as hell, but I actually forgot to take a photo with Heidi the whole time we were together. Then at the very end when she was in her car about to leave, I ran back and did it. So at least I have a photo for the photo of the day for today. Oh and speaking of photos, I also have a photo of Papa I took from earlier in the day when we were joking about him beating me with that bat. I failed to work on the yearbook at Papa’s house today, which I even told him when I was leaving. Oh and at least I took my meds before seeing Heidi too. It was at 4:40pm, so as soon as I got home I was able to snack, and after she said goodbye and I was home I had some leftover Pizza Luce carrot cake from the time with Heidi, Hannah, Katie, Caroline, Josh, and Heidi senior, and then I also had the tiny last bit of my leftover Kimchi from 5 Star Café. I also just added in a BeReal from today, which I got to do more than one of because I posted the first one on time. Oh and I had also messaged Hannah about being able to do the thing where you can post extras if you do it on time, it’s a new feature. So my first BeReal today was watching the Nova Classical Academy mock trial scrimmage with Tennessee, which I did from Papa’s house, and when it was done Heidi texted me, just about. So Heidi is now my second allowed BeReal, because I posted the first one on time while watching the trial on Zoom. Oh and the only bad thing is that I forgot my laundry at Papa’s house when I went to go meet Heidi. We’ll see if I ever get it back. Oh and I also sorted through a bit more of those shoeboxes by my patio window from high school. Found a lot of notes from friends, including one I found from Charissa, who I messaged and she said she didn’t remember writing those notes. I have them though and they’re fascinating to read. Oh, and I also made some more food. I made the A-Sha Tainan Noodle, an it’s basically like ramen. A little spicy though, which I like. Also having it with some Big Heart Cozy Night tea with two sugars.
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