Liam and Jodi, Bill, Ed and Nancy

Feb. 2, 2023: Well today Liam picked me up at my house and we went to the Black Coffee and Waffle Bar. I had the apple strudle waffle and chai latte and he had the hashbrown wafle and jasmine tea. I actually liked his a lot more than mine and finished his and he finished mine. He suggested working at the Mississippi market Coop and talking to Kade. We also did a little math to try to figure out my earnings and shit. The complicated thing is that he forgot he had a dentist appointment this morning. So now I’m sitting in his dentist’s office and thank god I have my laptop. I’m working on the UMN project too. He said that what I need to figure out is two things. First of all something meaningful to do with my time and second of all safety and stability. And that includes money. Liam also said that I could see him more if I worked less, and also see Caroline more, since she’s free Fridays and Saturdays. Really I’m just waiting for Saturday when I’ll be able to figure shit out with mom. But like I have been happy the last two days so doing something where I have a job I can drive to is really what I want. Let’s hope that things work out so I can message Matt that I want to only work Sundays til I can be a server. I mean honestly I’m sure mom will do something to piss me off on Saturday. Thank god I have this project though because this is literally me organizing my life. I literally did just send back the UMN document just in the lobby of Liam’s dentist thing. Then we went over to Liam’s house and just chilled. I really do feel like things won’t be resolved til Saturday when I talk to mom. She’s also gonna take me to the speech thing. Showed him this page too, he said I write a lot. He said it’s too bad I didn’t like my waffle. I liked his though. I don’t even know why I’m doing this. I am insantly confused. Liam got gas then brought me back to my house. He’s randomly watching Rangers Apprentice videos on YouTube on my TV. He’s playing the book 2 read aloud now. I thnk after therapy I’ll just go to the gym. I did also call my mom and talk about Saturday a bit. Tonight I also drove over to Jodi and Bill’s and picked them up and drove with them to Ed and Nancy’s for dinner. I told them that I’m not supposed to drive on highways unless I’m with someone and they said I’m with a person a half because Bill was “tired.” Bill did say that he thought my driving was really good though. He used the word “impressed.” Thank god I had my meds at 4:01 so I could eat. We had the chicken, broccoli and quinoa bake hot dish. Then we watched the movie Elvis. I told them that the photo of the day project helps me remember things. I also take a lot of notes. Thank god I grabbed so many Fogo pads to do that. For desert we had some blueberry cobbler and decaf coffee. I definitely felt happy today. I even texted both mom and papa that I felt happy, separately. It kind of doesn’t matter that I also had the blood orange aranciata rossa San Pellegrino, and some gingerade kombucha. I’m kind of running out of space too. The other thing I did today was I got gas in the car right before I picked up Jodi and Bill. I’m ending at 5,418 steps.