Gear exchange with Tony and trivia with Lily and Liam

MARCH 30, 2024

Well, the most significant part of my day is probably the conversation I had with Liam at night. It was about how living with my dad makes me question whether there’s any meaning in life. Frankly, I’m just having a hard time even caring about literally anything right now, and I 100% blame that on being forced to live with Papa for my medical insurance. This would be so much less bad if I didn’t have the cancer. I understand that several of my cousins are also living with parents at the moment, but they don’t have the needs that I do with regard to the cancer. I’m just questioning whether there is literally any point to remaining alive when I don’t have any important responsibilities in life. Anyways, today at trivia it was just me and Lily and Liam, with no one else joining us. I got the flight, like I often do, and it was deeply occurring to me that I have to be a lot happier to be able to enjoy going to trivia. One random thing that I know I took a note about is that in the flight I ordered, I decided to get two of the peach enigma, since I tried that one and liked it. Let’s just cover the rest of the day, even though I’m writing this the next night. Earlier in the day I had attended a gear exchange with Monica, and I ended up in a good conversation with her boyfriend Tony, who I took the photo with. I also ended up with two new shirts, one of which was white and the other of which I chose just because it says BEER very big across the front of it. Oh well, I’m just publishing this the next day because I know that writing these helps my memory a TON. I’m actually keeping a lot of it the same, including some random ramblings I threw in last night, on the 30th.