Fogo with Ronald and Lea

Dec. 18, 2022: Well today was horrible. I was so depressed the entire day. Honestly just the brain injury, and I’m having a hard time even caring enough to write. I took a BeReal with Lea early in the day and then at the very end I was able to talk to Ronald. That was easily the best part of my day, and I even told him that. I told him that I usually try to take a photo of the best thing in my day, and today that was talking to him. We also talked a little bit about the Gay 90s night, and he said that he wished I could have gotten there earlier. I wore my long sleeved sweater today because I was feeling a bit chilly. Today Israel the gaucho commented that he liked my sweater. Well I’ll just write through the rest of my notes. To start with I had to walk in through the parking garage because the doors were locked. I talked to Matt about the stuff that happened yesterday. He said that I’ve made a lot of progress but yesterday was a mistake. I knew that. We had an hour break, which I clocked in 10 minutes early for, and someone bought me a watermelon red bull today. We all got them. For lunch I had lamb and bacon wrapped steak from Johnny. I had 5000 steps by my break and got to 15,0000 by the end of the night. I’ll just stop, even though I know I kind of wanted 20 today. Today Trevor also had me pour water for a table in Rio and Willow had me pour a cherry limeade for a table in market. So those were good things. I also told Leo that there was a table from Brazil in Rio, and he said that he’d never have guessed they were from Brazil. True, they looked a little Asian. I also took my meds at 5pm and then got sent home early just because a lot of hostesses were sent home early. It wasn’t personal to me. Well I do feel a little bit better after talking to Papa. Thank god. I’m making popcorn right now. 15,523.