Fogo with Kortney and Kiyara

Feb. 6, 2023: Well now I’m just writing way ahead of time. I’m about to meet with Jessica. I also just messaged Caroline a lot of shit about my plan. Including that what will make me happy is staying on disability and having the car at my house. Well what will make me happy is definitely being able to drive alone. If Matt doesn’t let me cut down my hours I’ll quit and continue to drive alone to other places. Today at Fogo there was a new girl, Kortney. I also learned that the girl in my photo yesterday was Kiyara, who was also there today. Well to start the day I had Special K red berries. Then I went to the gym. Went to the hot tub and didn’t shower because I’d done it the day before. Weirdly I kind of wished that I hadn’t done it the day before. At the gym I asked my trainer Will if you should hold the weight in the same arm when you’re doing the single leg calf raise. I also have some notes from my meeting with Jessica this morning. Jessica convinced me to try two weeks with no vaping whatsoever, and I decided that that starts on February 6. So I started that today. She also suggested vocational testing. So maybe I’ll look into that at Mayo. I also didn’t get 10k today, ending at 9,286. I could have gotten there but it kind of doesn’t matter to me now. It was slow tonight at Fogo. Only like 150 reservations. Tonight I also succeeded in getting the 10pm to change to a different day at 8:30 and got the 9pm to change to 8:30. Doesn’t matter to me because Kourtney and Kiyara closed and I went home at 7:41. Honestly I’m feeling like maybe I’ll be happy during this time of having my car. Like maybe eventually I’ll get off disability too, which Papa said he thought I would, but for now it’s better just to enjoy the life I have.