Fogo with Brenda

Oct. 8, 2022: I took a photo with Brenda today for the photo of the day. I also have some other ones from my walk with mom but this was better. It shows Brenda’s lip ring, which she almost got fired for. She had to wear a mask all day to cover it. Not in this photo though. I’m not sure when I took that photo. There were 123 reservations this morning, and 927 tonight for the night I wasn’t working. We did start on the night reservations. When I went to clock out I realized I hadn’t clocked in. El fixed the time but that means that I didn’t get to see how many hours I worked this week. I’ll have to look at that on Tuesday with Fernando.

I worked with Amerti, Stella, Ava, Genesis and Brenda. Brenda also gave me half of her breakfast burrito, which is why I wasn’t hungry later in the day that much. My big fuck up of the day was not remembering that I’d cancelled a 28-person reservation. It did show in the history that I’d done it, and after they showed me that I remembered the woman calling. Mom said that the fact that I recognized that as a mistake shows that I’m improving. I also sat one person without a menu, to the new short server with no vest. I’ll try to learn her name next time.

I did manage to say one positive thing to mom, that I was glad to see I was improving. All and all though I did yell at her, literally. I told her my parents would never get out of my life and it’s all the fault of the stupid brain injury. I literally think that’s the main thing keeping me unhappy. I’m not sure if they’ll ever butt out of my life again. Literally. And that’s the main reason I think I’ll never be happy. Sorry to end this on a bad note, but it’s how I feel.