Caroline at Sister Sludge

Dec. 14, 2022: God damn it I did not have a good day today. Just in a bad mood because of the mistake yesterday. And it sucks because I know I’d been hoping to be in a really good mood by the time I saw Caroline again. I took notes on our conversation, thank God. Not on a Fogo pad, just in my notes app. I didn’t bring a Fogo pad unfortunately even though I’d thought I had. Well Caroline is coaching the SPA ski team with Max and actually had to do that tonight so we couldn’t spend the night together. Instead I went to mock trial with Papa. I don’t love mock trial. The only noteworthy thing that happened was that I showed Maddy and Rosemary the picture I took with Oliver and Alexander at Fogo and told them I ate for free every day I worked. Back to Caroline... I said that I missed going out and on Friday I had to get a person I trusted there to be able to go. I also said that I lived the best couple months of my life and didn’t appreciate it. She said that she thinks I did appreciate it more than most people would have because of the cancer. I also said that I journal everything and sometimes feel like things that I didn’t journal didn’t happen. Also that the photo of the day is basically a journal and showed her yesterday’s. I also said how I couldn’t take a picture with Aliera so I took it with someone else. She said that she would like to journal more but hasn’t been able to so far. What else did I tell her.... well I showed her the video of Diane and Kevin from my old house with Nicole. Came up because I was talking about Kevin and how he would be the person I trusted on Friday. I took my meds at 3pm, which was good because then I went home and ate sloppy joes with Papa. I also had one hot chip at mock trial practice from a student. I also told Caroline that the mistake at work yesterday kind of proved that I’d make a ton of mistakes as a server. Caroline said at least the mistakes I make won’t kill anyone, like the mistakes that she might make as a doctor. I also told her that next time she’s in a bad mood to be grateful she doesn’t have a brain injury. She said that didn’t help. LOL. Got the selfie I took and the BeReal I took here. Ending at 12,505 because Caroline and I took a walk too. It was when I bought Hannah’s Christmas present at Homespun Gifts and Decor. Thank God I have at least one present done. Not sure what I’m getting so many people.