Food shelf and thoughts on living situation

April 15, 2024

And I don't know which date I initially wrote this on either, though the photos are from the 15th. I like what I wrote though.

Well, I’m kind of feeling like due to both money and the traumatic brain injury, I might WANT to live in my dad’s house forever. And when I’m here, I have the freedom to just play phone games sometimes, which a veces is all that I want to do. Well, it’s also the traumatic brain injury that’s making me happy. BECAUSE it makes me write everything down. Literally the fact that it negatively affects my memory is hella important to me. I feel like this allows me to process information better, because now I write everything down and I look back at it every day. Thanks, TBI, for that, even though you’re probably never gonna let me travel alone to a Spanish-speaking country for true immersion, like I’d like to do some day. And NOW I’m having issues with the photos I took for payment yesterday. They WON’T import into Lightroom, even though I’ve looked through them and flagged all the chosen ones in Green using Photo Mechanic. Anyways, I just sent another message in Spanish, and I really do believe I can say it’s Spanish that’s making me happy, nothing else. Because I enjoy Spanish, I can have the goal of learning more. Which would eventually involve allowing me to travel to a Spanish-speaking country for an exchange program. WELL today I freaking forgot to set an alarm to leave for my personal training session. So I was like 15 minutes late. I think that we were still able to finish everything, even though I ended up missing like 15 minutes of the session because I had to drive there starting at the time of the session. I’ll admit that was a true failure of mine today. At least I had a good therapy session this morning, at 11am, which I was on time for. The other thing I missed today was my BeReal, which I walked back into the gym to take with Kevin, the trainer. Oh, and the other really good thing that’s happened so far today is that I was able to edit the photos I took for the $200 paid photoshoot ayer, aka yesterday. Just ran out to my car to put more business cards in there, because that was on my list due to running out of my business cards to advertise my photography while I was shooting the Private Director’s Association event yesterday. And NOW, I’m enjoying some ice water. I’ve still gotta buy a new metal or plastic straw for the You’ve Got The Power cup, which is one I bought when I lived alone in my apartment because Talia recommended the reusable cups offered at Target. I admit that I do love being able to just buy random stuff like that, and maybe that’s why I think I’ll stay happier continuing to live at my dad’s house for a while. I still want to move out EVENTUALLY, but definitely not now. It’s just funny, when you’re happy, it’s like you don’t want anything in your life to change because you’re enjoying it the way it is. I admit that I’d usually not include the photo of three yogurt pretzles in this, because I try to include only generally important things in my #blog. NOW, I just ran to Walgreens to buy a straw for my cup that had lost its straw. I asked if they had a metal one, but I ended up with a small pack of Silicone Drinking Straws. That works just as well. Ok, I just put a pink straw in my cup that was missing a straw. It’s a little on the big side, but it works!