05.02.24: Kevin train + Miguel meeting Papa and Grandma :)

May 2, 2024

Loving my earrings, new background, Kevin at training, Miguel + grandma and Papa at her house

Next day! Ok, last night I literally just got my photos in here, We’re starting with a  selfie of me showing off my new earrings that I spent a bit too much money on the other day, a photo of my new home screen photo, which is with Miguel (who is not named Mateo, despite a past typo I made here). I figured photo for my home screen background is better than the old photo I had of me with Heidi from the day she got married. Then, I went to the gym and worked out with Kevin, my trainer. And then at night I went out with Papa and grandma, after finishing my Open Door shift having had Miguel stop by too. It seemed like Sean kind of wanted to hire him as a volunteer as well. But frankly, I’m just not sure if I ever would like to work at Open Door again if I’m not accompanied by Miguel when I go there. And then after Open Door, I had to drive him home because he’d gotten a ride with his dad I think. So he was able to  meet up with Papa and Grandma, and then I drove him back to his house. I’ve also started thinking that it might be better for him to continue to live with his parents because it kind of puts him in the same situation that I’m in, where he’s just paid to help out his mom and that stuff. It kind of just ends up with us being in a weirdly similar situation, with the way I get my money from disability as long as I don’t earn over a certain amount per month. Anyways, I’d like to work on building our relationship, which I think I’ll be able to do better once I can live in my own condo, like mom would like me to do eventually. And he can keep living with his parents and getting paid as a PCA, so it kind of all seems like it’s working out! And NOW, this is hella hella edited the next day after my yoga class. In a way, it was good for him to meet my grandma at the same time as my dad, because that meant that religion came up. As a result, I was able to tell him afterwards that I don’t personally believe in God, which I know he does. He claims it’s not a problem though, and that he doesn’t even like to talk about religion.